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it is so much fun to watch billy stuff the paper clip holder with mints. and for cheryl to get mad and tell him that if he does it again she will stuff his pay envelope with them. then he would just not show up for work for a week. and everyone would be like "where the fuck is billy?" and i would be like "he got paid in candy and didnt like it."

it is also fun when people bitch about not getting enough chip bags with their order. or having to pay 80 cents for salsa. its 80 cents. you will survive, you destitute.

so i have to come to realize that in adolescent life, finding the "love of their life" is the most important thing to most people. and there are so many couples that say they are in love, but at this point, is it really possible to know? what does it actually mean to be in love? i think that a lot of times, comfort is mistaken for love. we are with someone so long that we start to just feel comfortable around them or feel like you can just be yourself, and that is mistaken for love. i am pretty sure that i myself have fallen into this trap of "comfort".

jeez.